Hej!
So my fourth
week in China is coming to an end....I have to admit it feels like four
months....one of the good things about living in a new culture is that there
are so many little things to discover that you are always tired at the end of
the day.
Well so
where shall I start….I could talk one page about funny facts in Chinese culture
I discovered, or about all the fake products one can find at the night market.
All the different food I ate and did not eat could fill at least 3 pages.
But I think
I will just tell you about some discoveries I found rather interesting. So
let’s start with the 2 billion people living here. My biggest concern about
living in China was that the masses of people would just swallow me. That I
would be pushed through the streets by all these people rushing to the metro
getting lost and finding myself in some slum-like suburb surrounded by street
dogs and trash. That I would disappear in this “small” city Hangzhou of only 8.8
Million people and nobody would notice. Well there are quite a few skyscrapers
decorating the sides of the….river with room for many people and I surely
cannot be claustrophobic when taking one of the 7 elevators to our office in
the morning but besides that….I’m still here, not swallowed, not drowned, did
not disappear….walking through Nordstan on a Saturday is for sure more
frightening than taking the subway in Shanghai. You want to know why? Because
people have time….or they at least take their time…there is no hectically
running and pushing, “Excuse-me” and “move bitch”. It seems like Chinese people
realized that it just does not make any sense and for sure will not get you
faster to your destination to rush everywhere.
Of course
this “patience” can also have its downsides, especially when it comes to work. My German engineering heart is bleeding when
I think about efficiency and effectiveness. There is this “bakery like” chain
called bread talk where you can watch the “baker” do their work. This one day I
went in there when the staff was finishing some pastries with a powder sugar
topic. One girl was holding the sieve and another one was hitting a spoon
against it. I think this sums it up quite nicely. Sure there are a lot of
people and manpower and it is good that people have a job but sometimes things
just take twice as long when two people work on the same thing.
The same
situation applies in the office. There are 150 people in our office who are all
overloaded with work and super busy when they are asked but once you follow
them everything just takes for ever and will be done in the way it is always
been done, which can be quite frustrating. It is in the office when I feel like
getting lost even though I am surrounded by people. Besides the fact, that the
English level is very poor at our office (which is still way above average for
the average Chinese) people are just afraid. Afraid to talk to me or to each
other, afraid to be caught doing nothing or doing anything wrong, afraid to ask,
which results in an office full of people where nobody knows what the other
person does and me being the top of the iceberg of anxiety as a foreigner, a
possible future client as they always say, which means if they do anything
wrong with me it might mess up everything….By the way I am just a little
intern. All leading managers here are Indians, which I think is very sad, but
the Chinese are just too nice, too shy, too afraid. The Chinese are so
restrained and subservient that they ask me questions about their job but
cannot share their work tasks because they are probably afraid I could do or
know it better than them. This means, 70% of the time I am doing nothing…and
that sucks…I tried everything….I talked to my mentors, to the HR lady, even to
the general manager, but they just don’t understand it…I gave so many suggestions
about how my internship could be somehow a win-win but I think their biggest
fear is to change. You don’t experience the communism on the streets but in
people’s minds. My exaggerated picture of Communism was that all people look
the same, wear the same, eat the same and say the same but the possibilities of
luxury shopping and the unassailable power and influence of the Alibaba imperium say the opposite. It is in the
people’s minds and behaviour where I can see the phasing. With the awareness of
me generalizing from only a few weeks living in China I claim that Chinese
people don’t question anything, they don’t come up with new ideas, are not
curious and don’t think innovative. It feels like they don’t have a thrive to
improve, they just accept their working conditions and bypass any possible
confrontation. They copy but they don’t invent. This on the other side has a
positive side effect again….Chinese people hate confrontation, which means they
are not aggressive at all. Thus I can walk around, take a cab at night, talk to
whoever comes up to me and stick my nose in every side street without being
afraid myself. I always feel safe J. China is just very two-sided.
My resume
in one sentence right now: I like China, I like the Chinese people, I love the
Chinese food (well besides the chicken feet…this will not be my favourite snack
no matter how long I will stay here) but working here is incredibly hard.